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addictdesuHappy 3 years to us, Yuya. ♥
Looking back, I have already spent about 1,097 days of crazy flailing over you, yet I'm never contented--I'm doing the best that I can to support you but I still feel it's not enough. :(
Why is that so?
Maybe it's because I love you too much that I want to give everything to you but... it's plain impossible. Whatever I do, I am a fangirl. JUST a fangirl. Being too invested in you honestly hurts. *sobs* I love you sooo much yet I can never give this love enough. there's always a gap. T_T
But it's okay, I can take it. In my 3 years of being a hardcore fan I already know one of your ups: the screams and kyaaaas of your koneko-chans. OH I'VE BEEN LIKE THAT EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THREE YEARS, I AM AWESOME AREN'T I? That alone makes me grateful for having you as my idol, even though I can always choose another. I can, goodness sake! But then again my heart has already clung tightly unto yours and I have no damn plans of letting myself go.
Happy 3 years to us Yuya. Actually, in my long and detailed fandom history, today is my 3 years of being a TEGOMASS fan because at that time I wasn't still a Tegoshi-biased madman, just a young musician who got inclined with Tegomass' music.
So should I say, "happy 3 years to us, TegoMasu"?
And to add another confusion, today is not really the day I fell in love with Tegoshi. It was waaay back 2009, almost 4 years ago.
So should I say, "happy 4 years to us, Yuya"?
Dates and past events are really confusing, isn't it? To make life easier, I made June 27, 2010 the day I officially became a fangirl. So, today is the day I'm celebrating another year of what you call it "a beautiful love."
Yes. Happy 3 years to us Yuya. ♥
I wanted to put a lot of effort in this post, but my brain gets tied up. You know, the butterflies aren't just in my stomach anymore; they flew to my heart and brain. LOL gross. But what should I expect, it's been 3 years and I can't rebuke myself in these crazy acts. Well because it's Tegoshi Yuya's fault.
All that's happening in my life ever since I became a fangirl I attribute to Tegoshi one way or another; it might be too much but it's how an unfair life goes. And I'm apologizing to Tegoshi because I became a worse person. I should be improving because I had found inspiration, but I think I'm going downhill. But Tegoshi swear I'm not blaming you, I am actually frustrated with myself. My flaws. My imperfection that reflects on you my perfect idol ;___;
Gomen gomen gomenasai I'm not a worthy fan >_<
*cries*
LEYA STOOOOOP! THIS SHOULD BE A HAPPY POST! Ufufuu ;~;
Moving on, you know how much I wanted to lift myself out of the deep dark hole of unworthy-ness. With you I can see light, then different shades, just don't make me blind because I still wanna see you in person hahaha xD
And with that I'm dedicating a song--it's entitled Peach by IU (Lee Ji Eun). I chose this song among all our other "theme songs" coz it's simple, calm and lovely, but my delusional crazy self clearly see you in the song's lyrics. ♥ This song is what my daydreams are all about~
(english translation)
My eyes keep going to that white face
How can I explain this feeling?
Oh, with what word can I explain you?
With those legs that are so pretty by just standing still
You know he’s so beautiful
I’m not saying this out of a young heart
Oh, with what word can I explain you?
With those legs that are so pretty by just standing still
Telling you multiple times is not enough
My heart keeps going to you
Happy 3 years to us, Yuya. I would not say more. ♥
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Date: 2013-06-27 11:25 am (UTC)Tahimik man ako sa fandomworld, deep in my heart walang kapalit si tesshi sa buhay ko,umulan man,umaraw,bumagyo....alam mo yun di ba leyapaana????? anomang scandal, intriga,dumating...andito pa din ako para sa aking musuko, gaya ng pagmamahal ko sa daddy nya [lol] At maging si tom-den pa man xa,matagal ko na yung nasabi ke maging gay pa sya wa ako kiber...mahal ko talaga batang yan. wahahaha
nakakarelate ako siempre... wow ganda nga ng message mo eh..pasok sa banga....
Once more happy 3rdyear./3years.
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Date: 2013-06-27 11:34 am (UTC)Tita belated 30 years ngapala nung May 21! Nakalimutan kitang batiin pero di ko naman nakalimutan yang special day for you ♥
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Date: 2013-06-27 11:50 am (UTC)Naiyak ka ba?parang inistress pakita sa comment ko. hahaha.
akala ko out ka na, ako naman kaka- OL ko lang nakita ko agad sa yahoo ko post mo. Bawas surf in/browsing ang drama ko, pag masakit na mata ko , stop naman ....aw tander na kasi malabo na mata ko humihingi na ng kapalit yung salamin ko, paano ba naman akong luluwas ang lalim lagi ng hightide hanggang hita mababasa pants ko bago makarating sa kalsada. Di naman ako pwedeng magshorts baka ihian ng aso yung binti ko woahahaha.... Pero medyo bababaw na kahit paano [ISANG ARAW LANG YUN SA SUNDAY PA SANA MAKAPAGPAGAWA NA `KO NG SALAMIN]. arigatou ne.... muah muah muah
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