Happy anniversary 4-nin NEWS!

[addictdesu]

Happy birthday 4-nin NEWS! ♥

10.07.11 (Sorry for the late post ^^v)

This is what I wrote in my journal on the night I was close to dying because of crying. Yes, like most of us, I was bitter.

Really. From 9 to 4? So absurd. So frustrating. So disappointing.

I love the Soukon team. But it’s not the NEWS that I don’t want to break.

I’m having a breakdown.

I’m crying a liter of tears. 1 liter of Tears—Ryo?

Ryo left NEWS right? And Pi, who promised he’ll never do.  ><

Lamenting with me is the stupid rain. Reminds me of Taiyou no Namida. Your single. Your NUMBER 1 single. One of your NUMBER 1 singles. And boy, ALL your singles are NUMBER 1!

ARE YOU BLIND??? ARE YOU NOT CONTENTED???

Now I want to go to Japan and slap RyoPi’s faces. Those faces. The faces of NEWS. Now they’re out of NEWS. Damn.

I AM DREAMING OF YOU COMING BACK. *sobs*

Whoa~ such an angry me. But it’s just because of shock. The day after the breakdown, I wrote this:

Koyama loves NEWS so much. He will be a great leader, loving NEWS greater each day.

Tegoshi’s home is NEWS. He started here, and until the end he will remain faithful here.

Shige is smart enough to know that NEWS needs him. He will guide NEWS throughout the story.

Massu smiles because of NEWS. He will continue supporting and showing his cheerful smile even more.

Oh NEWS, I’m so grateful you stayed. I DON’T HAVE THE ANGER TOWARDS RYOPI ANYMORE. AND THE SOUKON TEAM, WHO BECAME NEWS… THEY’RE NOT JUST WHAT I THOUGHT…

…THEY’RE AWESOME, NOW I KNOW IT. ♥

I LOVE YOU NEWS. :’)

Keep making a beautiful love ♫

Comments

[mocoharuma.livejournal.com]

woahhhh kainggit ka Leya chan, buti ka pa nakapag post ng pagbati sa 1st year anniversary ng yoninNEWS... better late than never... lol!!!!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YONINNEWSU.MORE SUCCESS... AND GOOD HEALTH ALWAYS...
thanks a lot for this... medyo mabagal ang net conn ko, nag- ha-hang ang compu.... pero pilitin ba makarating sa page mo hehehe....muah
hugs
tita

[mocoharuma.livejournal.com]

see... ang cute na ng page mo ...sabi ko sa yo unti unti magegetz mo yan, nadaig mo pa nga ang tamad na si tita wahahaha, cute ng Bg at header/banner thumbs up!

[leitoph.livejournal.com]

Hehe thanks titaaa~ di ko nga rin inakala eh :) Kaya bigla akong ginanahan mag-LJ kasi natuwa na ako sa layout ko! LOL. Hope to catch up with you soon ♥